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the unwanted boomerang effect

Mon Sep 12, 2005, 1:24 AM
Mood: Haphazard waiting for Wednesda

Some parts of life are like a daily soap.

You search for love, you find love, you loose love. And when some time passes by, your 'ex' love seem to appear from nowhere, like *pop* helloo here I am, I'm just alive, give my life some attention. lol

I don't know why, maybe they can't accept, that they have a boring life, or they can't close with that situation or whatever....
This happens to me EVER ...from time to time...
Could you imagine- some years ago, someone sent me a bunch of roses to my 20th birthday with a greeting card "Happy 21th birthday, in eternal love -your XXX"
lol. such a stupid shit. except for this, it wasn't my 21th birthday... rather the 20th, so my “wannabe eternal love dude” couldn’t remember such a basic thing like my age!
I don't wanna hear something daily-soap-like, especially not from a man, who has thrown me away or mistreated me - especially, when you found a new love and you are happy with your life.

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Einige Stellen meines Lebens sind wie in einer Daily Soap.

Du suchst nach Liebe, Du findest Liebe, Du verlierst Liebe. Und wenn etwas zeit vergeht, ploppt Deine ehemalige Liebe aus dem Nichts auf, nach dem Motto *plopp* Hallo hier bin ich, ich lebe noch, schenke mir etwas Aufmerksamkeit. Lol

Ich weiß nicht wieso, vielleicht können sie nicht akzeptieren, dass sie ein langweiliges Leben haben, oder sie können mit solch einer Situation nicht abschließen oder was auch immer...
Das geschieht mir IMMER .... dann und wann...
Könnt ihr euch vorstellen- einige Jahre zuvor, schickte mir jemand einen riesigen Strauß Rosen zu meinem 20. Geburtstag mit einer Karte „Alles Gute zu Deinem 21. Geburtstag, in ewiger Liebe, Dein XXX“
lol. Was für eine behinderter scheiß. Vor allem, weil es nicht mein 21. sondern vielmehr erst der 20. Geburtstag war, also konnte mein „Möchtegern ewige Liebe Typ“ sich nicht einmal an etwas so simples wie mein Alter erinnern!
Ich will so was daily-soap-ähnliches gar nicht hören, und schon gar nicht von einem Mann, der mich einst weggeworfen oder sogar schlecht behandelt hatte – vor allem, wenn man eine neue Liebe gefunden hat und mit seinem Leben glücklich ist.

people should stop to argue in the internet - real life sucks enough

:3

Fri Jul 15, 2005, 7:44 AM
Mood: Loved yay
Listening to: Escaflowne Soundtrack - Sora
Reading: Chobits #8

I've watched the 'last' DVD of InuYasha.... and.....
hmm.... well ...


I WANT MOREEEEEE!
dammit XD

ok, that's all

:cheese:

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people should stop to argue in the internet - real life sucks enough

as long as the world goes on

Sun Jul 3, 2005, 12:18 PM
Mood: Lonely lonely
Listening to: Escaflowne Soundtrack - Sora
Reading: Chobits #8

You wanna hear some random stuff from me? OK

Do you know those cute little aquapet-things? (something like a tamagotchi in a water capsule.) Really cute stuff. ^-^


Well, as you has possibly noticed, I had submitted some new stuff & drawings in the last few days. That has a simple reason behind, because I'm spending my evenings alone. (Not to say, that I am lonely, but sometimesI feel lonely) My :heart: is in USA for 4 weeks. boo (I should act my age ^^; )
So now I can to spend my evenings with my aquapet *lol
I was gifted with this cute little fellow (miku).. well, it's REALLY cute ^^ and when I think to that person, who gave it to me, well.. I'm not lonly anymore... yeah.. blah

:cheese: :cheese: :cheese:
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I am back ...

Sun Jun 5, 2005, 7:00 AM
...for a while

Vocational school means tests, stress and getting up early (5:45 AM~6:00 AM) But it also means fun and more freetime :)

I hope I can finish some drawings and commissions here (I'm SO sorry)



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currently....
- reading: Love Hina
- watching: 24
- playing: Baphomets Fluch
- listening to: kawaii radio
- drawing: art trade with scarletkitty, kiriban 2000 for chibisesshymaru

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flashhhhhhh

Thu Apr 28, 2005, 11:37 PM
stupid random stuff here, 'cause the last journal entry is oooooooooooooooooooooooold...


I have to fix out, how to use flash correctly for doing a good animation-video-comic-whateva. If you have any suggestions or tips, tell me! :3

asdf

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currently....
- reading: nothing ^^;
- watching: 24
- playing: Baphomets Fluch
- listening to: kawaii radio
- drawing: kiriban 2000 for chibisesshymaru

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great artists & friends & stuff



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